About Lebaran.
Lebaran in the last two years has been a roller coaster ride for me. Broken heart, broken arm, broken hopes. Since then, I don’t put many hopes for Lebaran. I just want to make it through, to stay sane during the day, and to meet Ramadan again next year and able to go through it.
And this year, I feel better. Nothing glamorous, nothing fancy, nothing big to achieve. But I feel more sync in peace. It is not as sad as the last two years. I feel happiness in every little thing I experienced through many things in this Ramadan.
Maybe, an ordinary day is indeed enough afterall.
I wish you a very happy lebaran.
Cheers,
Embun (Malam Lebaran 1441 H, 23/5/2020)